Well, here we are again, then.
I don't have any specific message from the spooks to relay at this point, although I soon will.
What's been happening? Well... it's complicated. A couple of days after that last entry, I entered a sort of spiritual crisis. A rough outline is avaliable on my Livejournal,
here.
In essence, I have converted--or rather, I am in the process of converting--from Chaos-magician-with-a-side-of-Reiki'n'spooks to Northern heathenry. My polytheistic outlook has been gradually firming up for years now, and could reasonably be described as "hard."
One thing's for sure: I'm never going to bitch about M-L and R-M-L being pushy again. I hadn't begun to see "pushy" until this thing kicked off... I can't say I've been finding the process easy, kind of the reverse. Actually, I'm finding it totally overwhelming. Things are getting easier, very slowly, but I'm also acutely aware of the fact that I'm entering new and perilous territory here. I'm being pushed along pretty fast.
I hope to have an update from the guides soon, like in couple of weeks or so. I'm still in communication with them (when they can get a word in edgeways).
