tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60134422011-04-21T19:14:56.651-07:00Liber ViridisThis is either a) the weblog of two spirit guides who for reasons best known to themselves have chosen to work with Mordant C., or b) the sad deluded ramblings of an ageing gen-Xer who's finally lost her few remaining marbles. Whatever. Enjoy.Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1125611827484312622005-09-01T14:48:00.000-07:002005-09-01T15:07:55.963-07:00Well, here we are again, then.I don't have any specific message from the spooks to relay at this point, although I soon will. What's been happening? Well... it's complicated. A couple of days after that last entry, I entered a sort of spiritual crisis. A rough outline is avaliable on my Livejournal, here.In essence, I have converted--or rather, I am in the process of converting--from Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1113586639882923172005-04-15T10:23:00.000-07:002005-04-15T10:37:19.883-07:00After wrestling with the idea for a long time, I've made tentative inroads into selling tarot card readings online. It's something I'm actually very good at but I've always had issues with taking money for that kind of work. Anyways, me and my conscience had been at it hammer and tongs over the matter for a couple of days and I decided to ask the guides what they thought. M-L reminded me of Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1113347163348604632005-04-12T15:52:00.000-07:002005-04-12T16:06:03.350-07:00Right then.Yes, well. Umm.The guides are still here and still talking to me. Everything went a bit fuzzy over Chirstmas/the New Year because, well, drunk. It's always harder to tune in when I've had a few. (I got a very stern warning that if I didn't put a sock in it I might lose contact altogether, indefinately. A sock was duly put.)Then for the last couple of months I've had a massive Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1092588775948341362004-08-15T09:49:00.000-07:002004-08-15T09:52:55.946-07:00Hurricane Charley in Florida; typhoons in China. I need a reality check over here. Am I just shoehorning? Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1090330923373811612004-07-20T06:41:00.000-07:002004-07-20T06:42:03.373-07:00Sorry for the lack of updates. There's been a lot of upheaval in my life over the last month or two, and I have been in entirely the wrong mental state to talk to the guides. I've been getting a lot of "interference" when I try to talk to them: stress, anxiety, thought intrusions, ect. The last communication came through in June, but due to a varitey of screwups I didn't post it. Here it Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1079228148222128242004-03-13T17:35:00.000-08:002004-03-13T17:39:01.246-08:00Okay, this is even more humiliating than usual, and you're all going to think I'm complete git when you're done reading. I really don't want to post this, but I've got to. Thing is -- and this is the part that soulds really pathetic -- a month or so back I was stood out on the landing, watching the sunset, and I asked the guides for a prophesy. They were well into the idea and started saying Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1078502217896797362004-03-05T07:56:00.000-08:002004-03-05T07:59:59.763-08:00They've just gone and interrupted me in the middle of internetting. Just now. Cheeky so-and-sos. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- We would speak with you. I'm in the internet caff! Nonetheless, we would speak. Okay, okay, but this is a bit awkward. We see that you fret yourself over small things Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1078309601136245632004-03-03T02:26:00.000-08:002004-03-03T14:14:02.593-08:00Text of a conversation yesterday evening. Basically, I've been keeping up with the psi and other excercises, but in an increasingly half-baked way. My momentum isn't gone, but it's going. I've been having lots of chats with the guides in an attempt to get to the bottom of my problems with energy work and also magick. They gave me some news that I really didn't want to hear. Hoping to get Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1076778608283244132004-02-14T09:10:00.000-08:002004-03-03T02:33:39.546-08:00A little background on this next part: I've been picking up and putting down the study of Psionics for some years now, and at the moment I'm in the "pick up" stage of the cycle. Normally I've gone for a sort of scattergun approach, throwing together various disparate techniques pretty much at random, with equally disparate results. This time I'm trying to be a shade more scientific and Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1076514097083127552004-02-11T07:41:00.000-08:002004-02-11T07:44:06.686-08:00Okay. No updates for a while, sorry about that. It's been rather an odd period. I actually lost all contact with the guides for almost a week at one point; that was scary. I missed them. But I got back on track and I've been having a lot more exchanges with them recently. I'm still working on this peculiar narrative thing they've got me doing, on and off. Well, more off than on. I guess Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1071146111898245112003-12-11T04:35:00.000-08:002003-12-11T04:36:58.976-08:00An attempt at a nonlinear model of spacetime, magickians, for the use of. This is basically an image/idea I've been kicking around since I was about nine, but being me I'd never got round to discussing it with anyone, or writing it down, or doing anything much with it. It's not terribly groundbreaking or anything but I thought I'd put it up anyway. (Note that this is a magickal thought model; Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1070020677600600982003-11-28T03:57:00.000-08:002003-11-28T04:13:29.013-08:00(Text of a conversation I had on the train a few days back.) I wanted to talk to you about guides and guardians in general. Are you all the same order of being? No. We are many, we are multitudes, we are different one from the other. We are beast and bird, wind and water; beings who resemble men and women and jaguars and crows. We are always with you, always. We are a hair's breadth away Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1069587698589143062003-11-23T03:41:00.000-08:002003-11-23T03:41:46.036-08:00Okay, I've just finished discussing this meditation posture/mantra thing with the spooks. They've been training me in it for a few weeks now; I'd've posted it before, but I wasn't sure I'd got it right. Stand with your feet very slightly apart, back straight, head and shoulders back a little so as to open your chest. Place your left hand, palm open, level with the heart and parallel to the Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1069427289312287372003-11-21T07:08:00.000-08:002003-11-23T03:51:37.996-08:00Here's a talk I had yesterday. It went really well-- I got this kick-ass visualisation excercise for dealing with unresolved anger. It really works! I told the entities I was feeling stressed out by small concerns and wanted to elevate my sights. Here's what they said: You fret yourself over the subject of anger. We shall speak to you of anger. [NB: I hadn't actually realised till then, Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1069416770414757862003-11-21T04:12:00.000-08:002003-11-21T04:12:57.723-08:00I've been trying to ascertain the names of the guides, but I can't clearly understand them. The 'male' guide, the one that stands behind me when I'm healing, seems to be called Mah Ehl, or Mah Ahy Ehl, something like that (the name may begin with an N rather than an M); the 'female' guide who flies seems to be Rah Mae Ehl. I'm guessing a bit here, because the sounds are unclear and the entitiesMordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1068598200685050032003-11-11T16:50:00.000-08:002003-11-14T09:40:12.026-08:00'Nother download. Got this about 2:30, 3 am last night... So. Hi there! [Greeting] You have not contacted the channeler we sent you [the word they used was 'sent', but concept that came through was more like 'arranged that you should meet']. That was a sending? You know this, do you not? Now that I think about it.... You must contact her. What am I going to say though? You know whatMordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1067974584350305802003-11-04T11:36:00.000-08:002003-11-23T03:42:49.723-08:00More info. It's a bit me-specific, but I thought I'd post it anyhow. It was mostly dictated whilst travelling on the train into Barcelona. The entities seem to like talking to me while I'm travelling. Also they much prefer to talk to me through the medium of a green gel ink pen. I've explained the cultural significance of green ink to them but they won't budge. I can't belive I'm sitting Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1067737845630183332003-11-01T17:50:00.000-08:002003-11-01T17:50:47.526-08:00Got a fairly hefty download today. It started off with some rather vague, what's-it-all-about-then type questions on my part. The entities took this as their cue to hand me a sizeable whack of advice and info. Here goes... (entities' words in bold). "Look not to the guides or gods for fulfillment, for purpose in the world. Rather, look to that which can be experienced directly. The rock, Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1067709627405683922003-11-01T10:00:00.000-08:002003-11-01T10:00:29.886-08:00This is an exercise the guides taught me for centering myself. It's really helpful when I'm going to be in a social situation and I'm feeling nervous. Stand up straight with your feet slightly apart. Clasp your hands infront of you, one about the other, with the fingers of each hand curled up inside the fingers of the other. Your hands should look a bit like a yin-yang. Hold your clasped Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1067615533715590922003-10-31T07:52:00.000-08:002003-10-31T07:52:15.200-08:00Here's a transcript of a conversation I had with the entities the other day. I was on the train and pretty bored, so I took out my notepad and wrote down questions. Sometimes the answers were verbal, sometimes they were in the form of vivid mental images. MC: Why do people suffer? Specifically, Why isn't it possible for a healer to fix people, remove all their pain and suffering? A: If Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6013442.post-1067559246296703112003-10-30T16:14:00.000-08:002003-10-30T16:44:34.946-08:00Okay. This is, to say the least, really bloody embarrassing. Long story short: Back in the early Spring of this year, I got a reiki attunement. I had my reasons, okay? My reiki teacher kept going on and on about how there were these entities (which she chose to call angels) that would turn up and help us out while we were healing. We might even find ourselves contacted by our spirit guides.Mordant Carnivalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10751044769341820623noreply@blogger.com0